Tuesday, May 10, 2011

appraisal

You woke up one day and you are infinitely not convinced that you are fearful of being unable to criticize yourself. You are educated. In your name follow a number of titles that entail of your degrees and worldly ultimacy. You know a lot and books are your sure ground of objectivity.

You can perfectly manipulate using your proud hands the very parts of the human body; remove some rotten tissue on my foot or ascariasis obstructing my bowel. Yes, you are a doctor; and you are with your eyebrows held high. To that I don’t complain; but I indict your oppressive manner of saying “hand me the scissor, idiot or you are the most incompetent personnel I have ever been with.” Is it pleasing? Maybe yes if you say “please” with the same sentence construction and components or denotative meaning as it may mean something else.

To be obvious is to pertain to people who seemingly have forgotten their real cause. I have not heard or seen of your beauty in my whole stay patiently working with you enduring all your insults. I would like to firstly say sorry for sounding judgmental but I am being responsible consolidating the thoughts of the common- these are the people around you everyday. I only comprise 1% of the total list of lamentations. Now may I use “we, us, and the nurses?”

I am not a usual activist to retaliate in a contemptuous manner; though, with a peace of mind; rest assured that I’m sleeping with a big snore tonight. Looking around with people moaning your name is just giving me a high time to move about and utter through this scrawl.

2 hours PTA you are smiling widely elated, you’ve been served a nice seat and a cleared table with US writing awkwardly around you standing and showing at ease in chicanery seeing you calm. Not a minute later you were already like desaturating in anger having known that a mere I and O form was not filled up in a way understandable to you; the hell we know about your faulty neurons. I couldn’t obtain any reason from my perplexed plain brain of your febrile attitude. I felt like I bought soya milk and found out it was spoiled after consuming the last drop; I paid to heighten my conduciveness to some gross GI disease, thinking it should actually protect me from it.

You treat us nothing more or less than a politician. When we do well you don’t remember; when we commit an insignificant mistake you never forget. If you are good at branding we hope it only be no Chinese.

With these, we admit you to the definition of your choice- ruled out sanity; a subjective per impressions’ care of no incident reports or the like if it may bring you harm or glory.

I know you are being responsible doing your delicate job; but I beg you to at least act like a human. Your 6-7 more years of education has not made you more than any of us. You must have gained more wrinkles but you still look more like an ordinary janitor or a greasy construction worker who were just deprived of a nice food, clothing and shelter.

These I surface… we surface, so you at least may recollect the mores and norms you, along with the rest of mankind, were told ought to behave; so that you may live in a way not annihilating to even yourself. The distinction you are wrongly establishing against the many will daily accumulate and one day if not ceased will innocently engulf you. And everybody will be around apathetically looking at your insipid process of degeneration .

bugay

bihira ang taong may mukha ang puso sa trabaho

may tyagang bumunganga ng paulit-ulit

mga bagay na sa pandinig ng karamihan ay nakabibingi

sa visionary nyang prinsipyo ay may pagbabago itong hatid

at hindi man halata dahil sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay nariyan sya at ang high pitched nyang boses

ay mararamdaman ang malaking kawalan makalipas ang isang linggo mula ng mawala sya

ang mga alikabok sa mesa at santambak na backlogs ay panandaliang miinip at magtatakang walang may katulad ng otoridad mong maghatid sa kanila sa endorsement

ngayon ikaw ay hahanapin at magiging laman ng malulungkot na usap-usapan

ng mga taong tumabinge ang sungay sa harap ng ligalidad mo

ang choir ay tutunog na parang piniritong tubig

dadami ang altos pero ang vibrato mo ay phantom na lamang

sa mga baryo ay kakanta kami at makikitang maghahanap ang mga matang kilala ka

magsasalita si ate neng nang di oras

ang schedule ay di na magiging tulad ng dating isang pitik lamang ng kamay mo ay parang gomang mauunat ng walang paltos

kakanta kaming hindi nakaendorse

sa mga pagkakataong ito ay proud akong sabihing malungkot ako ng isa at kalahating aalis ka

ang kasabihang "ang importansya ay maaappreciate lamang sa umpisa at pagkawala ng bagay man o may buhay" ay matapat kong hindi naging basehan

pero kahit di ako siguradong magsasalubong nga ang kilay mo ay wag kang mag-alala

dahil ang legacy mo ay aalalahanin

ang iniwang halimbawa ay maisasapuso

at magiging kanta ng aming dedikasyon

mag-ingat ka at lumiit sana ang sweldo mo nang bumalik ka ng maaga...